Smile is the best medicine!!

Its queer when people keep on pretending..
Even u r hurting so much..
Put the pain aside and keep on smiling..
but deep inside u..
There's nothing much...
except...
Bleeding continuously!!!

and...

Each time i see through ur eyes..
I know u r in sorrowful
I wish.. i could make something
that can help u..
that can bring u away from sadness..
that can make u smile freely..

but...

i know.. u r kind of stout-hearted person..
cause..
only strength person can keep hiding their feels..
dont worry... i will always stand by urside..
giving u support and courage...
taking u away from hardest and giving u happiness sometimes...

because...

ur smile means everyhting to me..!!! =))

Ive learned something!!!

Living in the worth world..

Make me realised..

The thought part in my life..

Not the end of my life..

But it is how we starting to learn..

Happiness will never end, u r the one who stop it..!!!

U HAVE A THOUSAND REASONS,

FOR LOVING SOMEONE U DON'T,

BUT..

U'LL NEVER HAVE EVEN A REASON,

FOR LOVING SOMEONE U DO!!!

-ezy syaz-

Smiles..=))

Smile, don't let them see you hurt, they'll wonder how you hold it together so well

I really can't picture anyone having a crush on me. I can't picture someone thinking about me before they fall asleep or telling their friends about me. I can't picture anyone getting butterflies because I said hi to them or even just smiled at them. I can't picture someone smiling at the computer screen or their cell phones when we're talking. I mean like, why would they even do that? I'm just me, nothing extraordinary or special. "There comes a time when every bird has to fly, at some point every rose has to die." - The Script. I needed to know that I meant something, anything to you. But what I got was nothing. Absolutely nothing. And it's funny the things you realize when someone walks away. At first, you feel as though it's your fault. Feeling like nothing, so close to falling apart. And then, in time, you come to the realization that you did nothing wrong. That it's his loss, that you are so much better without that one boy who didn't ever care. You live and you learn, that's how it is. Girls, if you try to get with a guy, but he's acting like he's not interested, stop. He doesn't like you. Guys, if a girl is acting like she's not interested, don't stop. She's testing you if you would make an effort You were unmistakeably my first love and I will never forget that. Even though we have both grown apart, both changed, a piece of you remains with me. You will always be a part of me because you have unknowingly showed me what I deserve. and every guy I'm with for the rest of my life will be compared to you. It's never going to end because it never really began. I fell for you hard and you didn't even grab my hand. Sometimes you have to follow your heart, even if it’s somewhere you’re not suppose to be. She’s the girl that has a few best friends and doesn’t need anymore. The girl that laughs the hardest at her own jokes. She’s the girl that will hang up on you, but then call you right back and say sorry. She’s the girl who will never leave your side when you need her. The girl who will go out of her way to cheer you up. She’s the girl who never sleeps without her teddy bear by her side. She’s the girl who says she isn’t ticklish, but really is. She’s the girl who will not give up on you if she really believes in you. She’s the girl who believes in loving somebody forever. Never allow your heart to convince your mind that something you know is wrong is right. We don’t need to rush. If something’s bound to happen, it will happen. Don't rethink things because usually your first thought is what you really want to do so you should follow it through One of the hardest decisions you will ever have to make, is whether to stay and try harder, or take your memories and walk away. Deep down, I know you really are the wonderful guy I thought you were. But your scared. Scared because your feelings for me are so strong, scared to try and make things work under such difficult circumstances. Scared because i'm the first girl who ever loved you. And that's why you ended things, why you're being such a douche bag, because your so scared. I wish you could get over your fears, and realize what we have is worth the risk of heartache If a man takes the risk to cheat, he’s saying “This is worth losing her.” Never expect, never assume, never ask and never demand. Just let it be. Because if it's meant to be, it will happen the way you want things to be The reason why I don't talk to you anymore is because I keep telling myself that if you wanted to speak to me, you would. After all this time, you'd think I wouldn't feel the same, but time doesn't stand for anything because my feelings for you haven't changed one bit. If you walked away from me, I would follow you. You don't let someone you love just walk away, because what if all they want is for you to chase after them and tell them to stay? Walking away says, "I don't care." It says, "I'm not willing to fight for us" and "I'm not willing to make an effort to keep you around." A man never forgets the woman he couldn't have. A woman never forgets the man she could have had. Here’s a lesson for every single girl out there: Never, ever settle. You may think you aren’t gorgeous, smart and have too many insecurities too count. But there is going to be someone in the world who truly loves you for you. Don’t ever think that you’ve got to put up with some boy’s shit because he’s the first one in a long time to show some interest. You are all beautiful in your own individual way so never lower your standards. "Stop planning your life and let it plan itself. Quit trying to find the perfect boy and let him find you. If you don't want drama, then don't talk crap. Things are only as complicated as you make them." -Grey's Anatomy she can't fall for you, if you're not there to catch her. You know, ever since I first met him, I always thought, 'man, I hope I don't mess this up.' Because that's what I do. I mess things up. But you know what I never thought? I never thought, 'I hope this doesn't mess me up.' “I think she was afraid to love sometimes. I think it scared her. She was the type to like things that were concrete, like the ocean. Something you could point to and know what it is. I think that’s why she always struggled with God. And I think that’s why she also struggled with love. She couldn’t touch it. She couldn’t hold on to it and make sure it never changed. But sometimes it’s those things you can’t touch that you need to hold on to the most.” If you love someone, tell them. Hearts are often broken over words left unsaid

MINE ONLY... =))

2012 Gemini Horoscope - Based on Moon Sign

A very positive year. Income & professional growth would be immense. You will find the ability to make some very profitable deals now. Good chances of making a property purchase in the second half of the year.

Your expenses and overheads could be high. You should avoid wasting money this year.

Professionally you can expand well now. Hard work will be rewarded and substantial progress could come about.

Move of residence could come around the middle of the year in sudden circumstances.

Best wishes to you for a wonderful 2012.

Gemini Love Horoscope:

Gemini Career Horoscope:

Gemini Finance Horoscope:

Gemini Family Horoscope:

Gemini January Horoscope:

The month would begin positively and financial gains and progress would be good. Around mid month you might see a general dip in energy, finances and a sense of detachment and lethargy. The second half would be a slow period and so you should avoid keeping too many professional, financial and social commitments during this time.

Gemini February Horoscope:

The month would start slow with low energy and opportunity. Things would turn around mid month and you will see a revival in energy and level of activity. Anger and aggression could come in and create some amount of hassles for you. By the end of the month you will be in control of things, although you might be more aggressive than you ought to be.

Gemini March Horoscope:

Positive month although returns and gains could be lower than usual You should guard against unnecessary ego in speech and actions. Issues in family life possible this month due to ego hassles. Investments in bonds and securities possible in the second half for you. Facial infections and pains not ruled out.

Gemini April Horoscope:

Month begins with ego in speech and sub conscious. You will realize half way into the month that working with others is better than having others work against you. This will bring in growth as well as progress. Your status and public image would look upwards now too.

Gemini May Horoscope:

Progress will continue both on personal as well as professional front. You will find your progress would be come more due to non academic knowledge and your instincts. In the second half of the month the action would move towards family matters and some movement in residence and travel would come about too. Avoid unnecessary resentment against family members.

Gemini June Horoscope:

Changes in residences could come about during this month in the first half. You become quite creative and egoistic at the same time in the second half of the month. Ego hassles possible with grown up children, while good news and some developments with regard to children as such possible for the rest.

Gemini July Horoscope:

Children related developments possible this month. New investments possible, while old investments could bring in gains. Career would pickup very well in the second half of the month. You will find support of your superiors and people in government or authoritative positions. Rise in authority.

Gemini August Horoscope:

career will be high on your priority and bring in a high level of growth in the first half of the month. Authority and confidence would be high. Opposition to your ideas and issues in marriage and relations could come in the second half of the month. Ego should be controlled as that could be the reason for the issues in marriages etc.

Gemini September Horoscope:

Issues could remain in relationships. New developments in love life possible for those unattached. Your ideas could find opposition.Stamina and immune system could dip in the second half and so you need to take care of your health. Avoid very active or new commitments in the second half of the month.

Gemini October Horoscope:

health and stamina could be low in the first half of the month. You might feel sleepy and low on energy in the first half of the month. Luck and happiness will rise in the second half of the month. You will feel happy in children related members. Travel could come about and would be pleasurable. Positive period in the second half.

Gemini November Horoscope:

This month will see creative work as well as better luck. Some ego with family members possible. Position and career would move up after the 15th November 2012. Position and status would be high during this month.

Gemini December Horoscope:

High status and position this month. You will see a focus on career and of course higher gains and income due to that. Socially a good period as friendships would be revived and new friendships possible. If you try, you could make friends in high places also this month.

I've been injected!!!

Today..

I was being injected by a doc..

perhhhh..

so hurting me..!!!

as i said..

im not afraid of injected others..

but im afraid if i have to face it..

HUH!!!!

so so soooooo hurting me!!

until now..!!!

The space was swelling..

i felt so numbness..!!!

and i wish..

TODAY WOULD NEVER COME THROUGH MY LIFEEEE!!!!!

STAGES of LIFE!!!

3 stages of LIFE

• -> TEENS :: You have all the time and energy BUT no money
• -> WORKERS :: You have the money and energy BUT no time
• -> OLDIES :: You have all the time and money BUT no more energy

Lesson::

ENJJOY LIFE AND ALL THE THINGS YOU HAVE AT THE MOMENT...

BECAUSE...

YOU CAN'T NEVER HAVE EVERYTHING ALL AT ONCE!!!